paranoia- (an outcome of social anxiety)

Paranoid, something we all have  don’t we. OK I will tell you simply what Paranoia is. like is also some people what they call is the certain gut feeling that they have. Will obviously it’s good feeling but to put it nicely is the paranoid that we all have.

now being paranoid is nothing to be very simple about. Like being paranoid is so normal I’ll give you a normal life stunts. If I am showered already to live somewhere in hurry I would always feel Paranoia crumbling like did I take my watch, did I take the vegetable off the bed, did I wear my perfume, did I take my Wi-Fi router, is my eye liner on., I hope my hair is not filled up already, did I take my glasses and so on and so forth.
ignoring all the girl’s regular problems mentioned above, so that’s how paranoid I get.
paranoia is nothing but heavy form of social anxiety. Now social anxiety something bigger and more complex than the above mentioned that feeling and Paranoia.
Social anxiety is something the”my generation”would get you know. Our parents are hurt telling why do you need those Dang your phones are the headphones (my mum hates my headphones and whenever I am working with my ear buds on …my dad would slightly remove one side of the ear bud off my ear, funny I know )
well when we walk or a working or a simple as working in the kitchen with their phones on it is all social anxiety. Have you ever done this like your in a lecture break and you are hungry you eat an apple and after finishing the Apple you freeze in a seat in the image of you just walking in front of the entire class gives you shivers. I mean come on it happens with me.
when I am walking down the crowded Street intentionally wear a cap and nice pair of sunglasses with my earphones on as well as the only reason is social anxiety.
so that is how social anxiety and Paranoia is related like we just go outside and social anxiety develops because the people around as a solar charging that we get the Paranoia of us being so perfect in our own bodies.
we can all overcome this if the people around us become more accepting. People with anxiety don’t have a train of thought. We have seen trains on 4 tracks that narrowly avoid each other when paths cross and all the conductors are screaming well that is me.

from the outside looking in its hard to understand,from the inside looking inside its hard to explain.