sometimes it feels like nobody is around, nobody wants to be around, feels like everyone is avoiding I don’t want to care what everyone says or think about me as they don’t know what I have gone through they dont know whether it is my choice or my helplessness, the don’t know whether I want to be like this or I have to be like this for some reason what they know is just what they assume. the assumption is the worst thing in the world as assumptions they have made are according to them and not the truth. the main thing that tears me into pieces is my family, friends even they are not understanding my problem.
being in such a position sucks.
but what hits me at late nights or when I am thinking of myself is that if I am being sad or being lonely it is because I want me to feel in such a way if I want then I can enjoy my loneliness and get encouraged by my failures of life. the more I fail the more I will succeed the more I am lonely the more I’ll get the chance to shine.
don’t let your weakness weaken you just make yourself learn from them and make them your strength. there are many people who will let you down or make you feel unwanted, make you feel useless, there will be many times in life when you will feel the worst. dont let people do this to you as you deserve all the happiness you are not alone in this world. you are wanted and you are loved but you need to make yourself worth it and make yourself proud.
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