survival

Can I survive this pain.

It is hurting so much.

I lost everybody I loved

What I did gain?

I did everything possible

As much as I could.

For those who were to close.

There I see myself so irritating.

Will I ever overcome this depression.

My eyes hide the pain.

They’ve become loyal nowadays.

Things have gone in gone in wrong direction.

Why did I care so much

Why did I believe

Why did I loved them more than I loved me.

Was it all my fault.

Did I opened the wrong vault

Should have I given it a hault.

Was it really my fault

                                                                                                                             pratishtha vats